January

January 11, 2026


The furthest back I can remember was being in a sort of large bus, maybe between that and a train, with enough space within for there to be nearly 4 rows of people, freely sitting where they wanted, for there was a lack of proper seating. I then remember exiting in a strange place someone claimed to be upstate New York. It was a lonely place, with a large hill and a larger mountain behind it. Below the hill, in a sort of dip in the earth, was a building called the National Museum of Natural ???. We were on a field trip.

Inside it, the most I remember was being in a large room with walls placed close together to create crowded, mazelike halls. On these walls were images and items with Pokemon on them. I thought it was cute. What I remember then is being in another room, this was something like a hotel area, where we were staying. There were tall windows that brought plenty of light, and outside were green grasses and trees. Here, my frined K appeared, but as a charmander. I didn't even know if he liked Charmander, but he was one, and with a much rounder head. I walked outside to see people playing, and it looked like some sort of MMO simulation.

There is a point in this dream where I'm outside the building, which now has tall, brick walls and an off-white, almost grey entrance. There is a road in front of the circular stone area outside, and many trees in autumn foliage lining it. Across the street was something like a school P.E. area, with a tall wire fence. I looked down the street, which looked right lovely.

January 10, 2026


At school, I had been selected to go onboard as part of a crew on a ship due to myself being a gifted student. I remember seeing a beach and palm trees towards the left, covering the view. Onboard the ship, it was large below deck. Dark, and colored between a deep blue touched with teal, or a lime green that flashed now and then. Some while previously (from memory, at the moment within the dream,) I had drunk some water. Someone took a jar and filled it with water, and inside I saw these strange, tiny creatures, a mix between starfish and octopi. Alien-like, I felt disturbed, but sure that I had not drank any of those when I had had my water.

I may have been woken up by my cat here, because I then remember dreaming of walking in front of a barren apartment complex. There were these character-like people hanging around it. I watched, and one of these interesting-looking people, a man with red hair and a long, greyish-brown jacket and jeans, walked out to the front gate and was shot dead. The other people came over and were confused by how he had died.

Then again I was in the parking lot of a strip mall. There was a dense fog, and it was something between dark and light, but not blue in color, but grey. There were strange people around, and some fairly normal ones waiting in lines for stores. I saw a line of shadowy people, and around them and within the fog I saw the grim reaper, a shadowy being with a black, hooded cloak and a large scythe made of bone and steel. Faceless, I was scared to go near. I felt I needed to go to a particular building, so I made an effort to avoid the grims. Safe inside, I saw they made no effort to make chase, to anyone. I woke up some time around here.

January 8, 2026

Violence

I was in a classroom when we began hearing the sound of a chainsaw revving. The right wall of the classroom was glass, with a sliding door leading to a platform that led down a set of stairs. From those stairs came a familiar, chubby boy I knew from elementary school, who was holding the chainsaw. Everyone became afraid and tried to flee. I ended up fleeing outside, down the grassy and hilly ground the school was situated on. When I looked, he seemed to be close by, so I ran towards the street where many students were already escaping onto. To the left I saw a tall brick building with a few students climbing upwards on ladders to the roof. Ahead I saw a college campus, so I turned left towards it where students were already outside, albeit standing around chatting and checking their phones.

Here, however, he pursued, and now the college students were beginning to break apart as they made to leave. What happened next was something like a contortion of reality. I saw a large wall with vertical posts stuck into it, and I climbed up. Other girls were climbing these posts as well. Then, he showed up, and he was giant- it was as if we were flies to a toad. He spoke, and he spoke of mirthless bullying, at the hands of women, of being scorned and shamed. I never knew this guy to be anything like an incel, so it was surprising. He placed a finger on one of the girls, pushing her against the pillar, and when he let go she feebly attempted to cling onto the wall, but fell to her death. I don't remember how, but I managed to walk out of this situation.

At the end of my dream I was standing by a mall, which was both above and below ground. There was a two-tier fountain next to the entrance to the underground section of the mall, and I saw someone I recognized. I decided to go down when I woke up.

January 5, 2026


I was at a skate park when I saw my friend, C. When we spoke there was mention of a mutual friend of ours, Z. She was my best friend in middle school, who had left and had not come back.

I was then on Neopets where I wrote of my interest in adopting someone's pet. I recieved a notification where the user adopting the pet out featured someone's application. When I checked it, it had been featured because they had written some theoretical nonsense regarding the act of adopting a pet, rather than anything regarding the pet itself, which made me feel a bit miffed. I went to check my user lookup, where I caught a glimpse of my neopet Hershi and his petpet, Cocoa.

From school, my grandmother picked me up and my cousin. I was holding a brown bible with gold-edged pages. From the windows of the car, I saw students from another school holding the same ones. They were from a religious school, and when my grandmother asked me why I don't make friends with them, I didn't know what to say. I always found it difficult to make friends with others like that.

There was a large traffic jam in the road, at the crossing, where it would be impossible to drive beyond it, so my grandmother, my cousin and myself left the car and walked down some stairs to a strange hall underground, took a left and found a space where a laundry vent was connected to the ceiling at the leftmost wall. My grandmother told us to come with her and she stuck a fist in the vent and flew in. My cousin tried it, but it didn't work, so I took a hold of her and tried doing it myself, to no avail. Strange people began to appear around us. Last I remember was a teenage girl in goth fashion appearing in the room.

January 4, 2026


I had been in a shadowy mansion with other people. When I saw the open door of the lobby in the moonlight, I made a run for it. I found what looked like my street, turned into it and took a chance into my neighbor's yard. Here, he had no fence, and looked to be building a project, with a warm light still going. Hiding here, I hoped my pursuers wouldn't find me.

When all seemed well, I approached my own house, and looked up to an open window on the second window. I flew into it, though from my perspective, it was more as if I zoomed closer to it and the room inside. There, was a small room, wider at the sides, with a large bed, a bookshelf, and a desk. I took the handle of the door and opened it. The floor beyond was a shiny, marble texture, but tiled in black and white. It appeared luxurious despite the emptiness. Living things appeared around me, and they were children's toys. Beyond the floor was a view of the bottom, bordered by a wooden guard rail, and a curving stairway down towards it to the right of me. I didn't make my way down. I just wanted to be home.

January 3, 2026


I dreamt of a few things.

I was walking on the street with someone, talking to them about how I had ambitious to be a cute girl. I wanted to dress nicely and have cute things. It was visualized right before me on that sidewalk; radios, headphones, furred boots, cream-colored sweaters, pink nails, stickers of all kind....

In this next portion, I was walking down the street, and to my left down below was a large lot, with a library I had seen in another dream in the middle of it. I went in with my mom and sister, and went looking for a book to read. However, I didn't have any particular book in mind, and struggled to find anything that interested me. Finally, I picked up a book and began to leaf through it, but after wondering why it kept showing the names and blurbs of books, found it to be a book catalogue. Since it was mostly children's books, I left it. I found my mom by the exit looking for my sister, among rotating displays of cards.

In this last portion of my dream, which was thinly strung together with the previous by me leaving the library out into the hall, I somehow found myself aboard a large airplane. I was on the outside of it, where the sun shine and solid shadows formed. When we landed I found myself in front of a large cross-wire gate leading into a place that made me think of Doom and other older FPS games with levels in limited areas. It was dark and shadowy, with long hallways and a maze-like interior the kept you from knowing what was down the next hall or in the next room. I saw monsters and made an effort to avoid them. Eventually, I got to a room with decent lighting and more tall, cross-wire fences. Here, there were many people messing around- it really was like an online FPS, although these people were quite, they jumped around and shot at enemies.

I went through this room to another shadowy and claustrophobic hallway, which led on so far I couldn't see anything but a light at the end. There were enemies here like goblins that hung about the walls, which were covered in numerous doors, many much too close to one another. I walked down this hall until I found an open room, a restroom, and kept on until finally the rooms and lights grew brighter. The people from previous areas had caught up, and now I was somewhere like a mall at night, albeit with all the lights on. I saw a store with a cute display of stuffed animals. From there, it opened up into a large room, and we could see the rest of the mall beyond it. I held back and went to another store with a stuffed animal display, with a very tall ceiling and lights like starlight.

January 2, 2026

Violence

I was at a park playing games with fellow classmates when two men with guns showed up and began shooting. I escaped down the street, only to find myself in a pet store with one of the gunmen. He seemed to think he knew me, and that we were shopping together, so together we left the store into what looked like a giant warehouse with a ramshackle swap meet underway. Across from us was a butcher, selling meat at a table, and the gunman went to look. I looked up and down the way, before walking to the exit. Outside were roads, and I took the left one, which was long and lonely and at the end disappeared over the crest of a hill. Afraid of the man and knowing how dangerous it would be to stay within the vicinity, I thought of where I'd like to go, and turning on the spot, disapparated.

I apparated onto the street of a small village market. I went into a tavern to hide, and the people there were kind to me. I stayed a while, during which someone who I saw as important turned up. A while more and the gunman I had left behind appeared at the tavern. I felt a need to protect the people here, and as the dream began to fracture, I used magic to shield them....